After 2 days of extreme pain...I've made the decision to get that gall bladder taken out. Lucky for me it's the Md that I want that will do the procedure. She made me feel human when I busted out in tears as I told her why I didn't do it last year. I had dreamt that I died on the operating table. And I wasn't ready to go because I haven't been to Hawaii. So I booked a family trip to Hawaii instead. And it was worth it. And now that I've colored my hair, currently experiencing and enjoying having our own place - I'm feeling ok about geting it over with. The Md also told me that the patiets i see and work with as an inpstient nurse is the 1% that have multiple medical issues. The other 99% like me go home and live complication free. And she is right. Mind you it's just an outpatient one day surgery. I go in - they do surgery for an hour - I recover for an hour then I go home. I'll be off work for a week and that should be that. Besides I've got that huge party on the 26th...my first garden party in the backyard...I'm really excited about that.
There's alot to live for...I just want to live it pain free.
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